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I'm Back

2010-12-11T12:40:00.000-08:00

After a year and a half from graduating from High school, I can finally say that I'm becoming the woman that I always wanted to be, my mother. My mother died when I was 12 years old, since then it been very difficult for me to trust people. I been disappointed so many time in my life that it overwhelming for a young woman of my age. I mean... nobody perfect, including me, but lately I'm taking risks, . Someone special taught me "You have to be able to trust people until they prove you wrong. Some situation might not work exactly how you planned, however you have to push yourself to the limit." It probably easier said then done, but I been through it, there many time were I wanted to give up. The question you probably asking yourself is... what kept me going? My faith in God, there was a point in my life were I wanted to died, there was no escape for me. But God show me the ways. I thank him everyday for giving me another chance to go to school, work,keeping my family safe, and having that special someone in my life. What I'm trying to say is to never give up no matter how hard the situation might be and don't forget to pray to God when everything is good in your life.

is it true or not

2009-05-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

I heard a lot of gossip about jolie and brad that they are going to seperate but this is not true. Just think about it for a minute Brad had a divorce with his ex of 10 years so I don't think is gonna act stupid with her.

2009-05-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

the 39 years old man, Brandy Green had been found guilty for stalking Tyra Banks 24 hours after Tyra had fill out a lawsuit against him.

X men Origins: Wolverine

2009-05-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

Release the 26 May 2009 the movie X men Origins: Wolverine is the spring film that I been talk the most about. Looking good, sexy, but still scary Gavin hoods really play is character good that you really think that is him who is wolverine in real life. I did not see the movie yet but by seeing the preview X men movie. I can tell you that you won't be disappointed.

Britney spear did it again

2009-05-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

Later her ex- manger lawsuit for defamation and unpaid fee has been reported for March 8, 2010
Britney is more focus on her circus tour. I hear that her tour wasn't that good but I really think that you we have to see it before judging her

2009-05-04T11:31:00.000-07:00

Can you belive that jamie foxx when he was in high school. Who would of though that he would become the star he is now. YOU NEVER KNOW WHERE YOUMIGHT END SO ALWAYS PERSERVERE

where Eminem

2009-05-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

The last time I heard from him is when he release his song "When I'm gone" that talk about a letter that he wrote from his daughter that is saying that went he dead don't cry because he will look back at her with asmile and she should smile back because he won't feel no pain. I could under stand himffamily or fame. Fame come and golike a falling star but family is more precious then getting money because when some died you can't take back his or her life and you can't turn back in head of time so enjoy your life

2009-05-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

Beyonce is not ready yet to make a movie. From the last movie I seen of her Obssessed she wasn't really into the character except when she was figting with the girl. She always kill it when is not expectd so I know she will develop that talent.

Bob Marley the legend

2009-05-04T11:03:00.000-07:00

I know when we said legendary is based on rumor and it not confirme that is true. But we all knew that Bob Marley was the best musician in the reggae music world. Because of him we know reggae and I just wanted to put his picture on my blog because I respect him and he inspire me to live my dream to be a famous singer.

Brooklyn we go hard

2009-05-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

That song it true. You find any type of people that are ready to make money and go hard to survive. It look like everybody look at you to see if you are going to make or not. Everybody think that when you come to New York it to build something and they think that you making a lot of money. It a illusion, living in America ain't that easy, you have to fight and be focus on your goal to get what you want.

Danger!!!

2009-05-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my boyfriend was cooking tortilla. He forgot to turn the fire and when I open the door of his room. I just saw black smoke in the kitchen and living room. Fortunaly, the house was not on fire, it just need fresh paint and a new ventilator above the oven.

where rihanna

2009-04-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

I wonder what Rihanna is doing, IS she gonna come out with a album that explain what happen BETWEEN HER AND chris BROWN or is she just gonna continue doing the same thing. Is she strong enough to continue doing what she doing. That all the question that i'm asking myself but i hope is ok and will come out stronger.

blame it - jamie foxx

2009-04-30T09:36:00.000-07:00

that song is so true you should listen to the lyric when he said " I know that she want to but she be fronting because she don't want to seem easy" but when the girl get drunk she don't even realize that he feeling her butt and that why he said blame it on the alcohol.

obsessed

2009-04-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

I watched the movie last friday. I was disappointed because the movie wasn't that good only the fighting part with beyonce (sharon) and Ali Larter (Lisa) was crazy. The story is (Derek) Idris Elba and Sharon move in their new house with their 4 years old son. When dereck go to his office he meet a new girl named lisa. One day he see her crying and he gave his shoulder just to be nice but she take it in the other level and doesnt care if derek is marry.

Ciara: sex love magic

2009-04-27T11:26:00.000-07:00

The new hot song love sex magic from Ciara feat Justin Timbaland IS HOT. Ciara is definetly a Diva. She look good and healthy i'm sure she will continue giving us her best.

I am a singer

2009-04-27T11:12:00.000-07:00

I can finally said that I am a singer. I feel comfortable singing in front of people and I don't care what people might think. I know family is more important than boyfriend and friend. I'm always ready to learn and help my good friends. Life has it up and down but always be positive no matter what happen.

Notorious

2009-04-19T12:22:00.000-07:00

I always observe what happen around me because I want to know what kind of life I want to live in the future. Yesterday, I was watching the movie Notorious. It talk about the life of B.I.G before and after fame. But when he reach the top of his successful career, he started to have problem with tupac because tupac had been attacked while he was visiting B.I.G in his recording studio. That why I OBSERVE AROUND ME and I select my friend carefully because you never know with who you can chill with. It sad that they die because of a west cost or east coast thing but I know that they had the chance to lived their dreams and they will always be remember.

michael jacko

2009-03-31T14:12:00.000-07:00

lol this picture is so funny you have to see that
http://freddyo.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/michael_jackson.jpg

Sring 2009

2009-03-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah I'm graduating, I started to exercise, and looking for a new style for spring.
by watching E news, they keep me informe about the latest style of spring.
For spring 2009 Kim Kardashian had been nominated for her classic style

http://www.eonline.com/photos/gallery.jsp?galleryUUID=266

I love college

2009-03-31T09:04:00.000-07:00

you have to listen to that song by Asher Roth called "I love college". It a white gars that sing why he love college. His music videos is funny and the grove of is voice make you want to listen twice to his song.

did you see

2009-03-26T16:55:00.000-07:00

did you see the new video of britney spears it confusing I don't get the message but she look good and she look like she is going better. Tell me what you think

did you heard!!!

2009-03-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

T. I might go to prison for 30 years because he had illegal gun possession that crazy I mean you are famous and you know a lot of people are watching you why thrown your lives aways over material.http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20262240,00.html

Fame

2009-03-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

Being famous is not that easy. People watch everything you do and artist sometime forget where they came from but not for beyonce. She always down to earth and you never heard beyonce was drunk, or she went to prison. That why I admired, I know I won't be better singer than beyonce but if I get famous I will love to sing one of her song.

Chris Brown and Rihanna

2009-03-10T14:40:00.000-07:00

I was shock to hear what Brown did but I was surprised that she went back to him after 2 week that the incident occur.I was thinking a lot about them because some of my entourage had been affected the same way Rihanna did. At the end of the day, it their business and personal live. We can't do nothing about it and it the parent to explain to their kids what going on.

ME

2009-02-10T09:38:00.000-08:00

it represent me because i'm beautiful and the photo represent peace for me

Spring

2009-02-10T09:33:00.000-08:00

Spring is my favorite season
My b-day is coming up
it starting to get warm
School is almost over
I can't wait to move
and be independent again

I can't wait to start working

2009-01-15T07:06:00.001-08:00

I want to start working so I could buy some stuff for college and personal stuff
I hope I will be able to continue my after school program because I really love what I do
I ain't going no where ya b*tchzz
loll hater me or love me I ain't care
I'm living my life

2009-01-15T07:03:00.001-08:00

I'm happy because in my voice class
I got a solo part in a song called Golden by jill scott
and I love that song
the word hypnotized me
I always knew I could sing
But I would of never think that could be possible for me
to sing in front of a audition
and want to continue doing it
You never know maybe one day I be a singer

Saturday my last class of collegenow

2009-01-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

Collegenow is like a AP class
Ap class is to take college class in your school
and collegenow it outside your school
I take my class each Saturday at New York City of technology
It Africana folkclore studies
we do a lot of writing and research of folkclore
It a interesting class and I love my teacher
She is nice and make it clear to understand the subject
to take these class you need to have 75% and above on your regent

yeahh no school monday

2009-01-15T06:53:00.000-08:00

Today it snowing and I'm happy
because it no cold and winter with out snow
is like eating a egg and bacon bagel with out cheese
This week end I'm going to relax

I ate searching for scholarship

2009-01-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

It really kill me to know that I have to work to pay for college
It too expensive and I won't have the time to chill
That why I am lazy right now because I realize that college is no
joke. I won't even have the time to have friend
Oh well If I think about it twice I don't need friend
But doing essay for scholarship
really get on my nerve

6 month to go

2009-01-12T11:13:00.000-08:00

lol I can't wait to graduate
There only 6 month to go and I don't know
what to wear for prom
I don't even know if i'm going
well I think about it

Let me sing!!!!!!!!

2009-01-12T11:08:00.000-08:00

Since I been in voice class
I been singing all the time and I feel happy and proud
But Sade and Samira don't want to hear me sing
and it bother me because I love to sing
to bad for them I am still gonna continue doing what I love
they will just need to close their hear
If they don't want to heard me

Learning how to play piano

2009-01-12T07:15:00.000-08:00

I am learning to play piano at that place call the door

Many people thing that is a place for only homosexual but it not true

There breakdance class, music production studio, tutoring, college adviser, ....ect

There many program that might help you one day

Before you listen to your friend go take a look if you dare

2009-01-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

My christmas break fly by like a air plane crash.

I was happy at the beginning

Planning everything for a good break

Relax, ate, drink a little

Next thing you know

Back to school

My happiness was gone

2009-01-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'm happy because I finally let a space for god in my life. Lately, good thing happen to me and I realize the chance that I have to be here today. I know that I need to be patient if I want to become a business women and a singer. I know that people believe in me and are ready to help me. I'm looking for that light that will tell me to go. I will put all my effort to reach my dream.

2009-01-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

I never thought that I will be able to forgive someone who have hurt me in the past. Yesterday I realize that there was a miss understanding and being mad at someone is a waste of time and energy. I'm hard headed and it take me a while to admit that sometime I could be wrong but I'm doing the effort to change and I don't won't my past to affect my present.

Gentrification

2008-12-11T11:43:00.000-08:00

Gentrification is the process of renewal and rebuilding accompaying the influx of middle class or affluent people into decorating areas that often displaces poorer resident. In downtown Brooklyn many condos are being build and are taking more spaces in the areas. It sad to know that the prices are too high for poorer people and cannot afford to stay in the states they love like New York. There are many areas where gentrification take places but I could only talk about New York because I am living it right now.

Is there a way to stop gentrification? I don't know. I be thinking about the one who build the condos. Maybe they were poor before and graduated form college in architecture and the only thing they be thinking is doing there dreams. I really think that we should find a way to convince people to leave in harmonies no matter what statues they are. Like Obama said "Yes we can" and we did it so don't tell me that this is impossible.

nnnnnoooooo

2008-11-14T09:26:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to do my "college now" homework
but the website pbs.com does not work
I call a girl that is in the same course and it did the same thing
I ain't got no computer at home so I don't know what I'm gonna

I can wait for christmas

2008-11-14T09:19:00.000-08:00

I can't believe that we just have 1 week of vacation
I used to have 2 week
but it better than nothing
I gonna play with my keyboard each days
and pratice my breakdance
who know maybe my hobbies will be my career

Yearbook

2008-11-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited TO TAKE MY PICTURE
I have to look good
some people nominated me for most attitude
loll that what you get when you try to mess with me
I take it as a compliment
that what I need if I want to become a Boss
of my own business

breakdance

2008-11-14T09:12:00.000-08:00

I just started to take breakdance classes
It amazing
I always though of doing breakdance but take the step to do it was something else
I felt intimidated by the other kids but now i'm not afraid anymore
I don't even care what people think about me
I only have one goal
to live my life

blank

2008-11-05T12:52:00.000-08:00

as a song writter i hate that when i am on something and blank i don't remember
it hard for me to find inspiration at home because my niece always having fun saying my name for no reason
plus my grand talk so loud when she is on the phone
that i can concentrate
do you have any quiet place I could go
don't mention the library please

I believe

2008-11-05T12:46:00.000-08:00

I am starting to believe that we can live in a better future
With no racism and peace but for how long it will last i don't know
it depend on the society
I hope to live for enough time to see the world change

Hope

2008-11-05T09:13:00.000-08:00

with no hope you can't build a future
hope you find it in you
nobody else will find it for you
it depend on you
on your attitude
go on and don't let nobody discourage you
you have a path to fallow
and if you do the right thing
all the hard work you did
will come with benefit
and that what Obama did
Today I had find my Idol
Mr Barack Obama

Obama Won

2008-11-05T09:08:00.000-08:00

YEAAH Obama won
I am so happy. I know that his plan gonna be a long process but I believe in him and I am started to believe in myself that everything could be possible. That Yes We Can and the words can't it just not a option so I say yes to college, yes to business, and yes I am a singer take it or not I don't care because no one could take out all the hope that I have in me. Thank you Obama

Sat

2008-10-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

nnnnnnnnnoooooooooo
Sat is coming soon and I don't feel ready
damnnn I hope I won't do bad on it
that examn is important to me
I'm kind of tired to heard about it
I can't wait to be done with this

Ernessa

2008-10-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

I love my name
Is original
beautiful
and cute
it came from the name Ernest
My mom gave name to her children with the 1st letter of the name of their father
I think this is a bright ideas and I will do the same with mine
of course not right now
when I have a career and when I be independent

Senior years!!!!

2008-10-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

yeah senior at last I can believe i'm about to live this school with my diploma in my hand. I don't know what the future will be but I got a little ideas. That why i'm so focus because I be always thinking about my future. I'm 19 years old and my high school years was done long time before I came here meaning that playing around ain't for me no more. What everybody is doing now at school I already been throw that and the facts of having friends and being popular doesn't matter to me. I believe that having a lot of friend bring you trouble.

OBAMA OR McCAIN

2008-10-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

Who to choose? well is obvious for me that it is Obama. Not because he black but because he have good plan for poor people and I love the way he think. Like cutting tax to people that make less than 250k per years and putting a system of healh care. I know he will do what he say but i'm afraid that the ennemis might kill him...

Marriage

2008-10-21T10:19:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I too young to think about marriage but for my grand-ma is a different story. She would always ask me if I will get marry with my boyfirend.LOL it just funny to think about that at my age but I'm not the kind of person who gaonna ask my boyfriend to marry me . I think there nothing wrong with women that do that. They have more courage then me.

Do playa always stay playa

2008-10-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

We (girl) always say that guy are all the same, but you know that deep inside of you it not true. I really think that if a guy want to be a playa he gonna stay the same but when he will fall in love he would do everything to keep is love. We (human) always change during years but I don't understand one thing. If a girl is a playa she consider to be a bitch but if a guy is a playa he is cool

voice class

2008-10-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

this class is the best class
everytime I come out of her class I feel happy
but is kind of weird singing gospel
because I had lost faith in god long time ago

haaaa

2008-10-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

why it so complicated to find a good college
I'm lost
I really feel like behind of everybody
I don't feel sure
please can you help me

Jealousie

2008-10-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

what the point of begin jealous of somebody more beautiful than you if the only thing that count is what you have inside
sometime I wish to be urgly because you have no ideas how many gars try to talk to me and it ain't not fun. Why? they are just trying to get my goodies and the more prettier you are they will have more gars coming after you.I learn that now I might not be so stylist , great singer, or the richest girl on the block but I keep faith in a better futur and the only weapon that I have is my brain.

School

2008-10-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

I come to school for a better futur
because I want to be educated
because I want to do a career that I love
because I ain't got time to be friend with some stupid ass dump ass ghetto ass kids in the school
because I 'm smart
because I have potential
because I know I can make it
because I'm trying to be a better person by knowing when to control my anger
because I ain't got time to listen to boulshit that people love to create
you can laught now but I will be the last one to laught
you sucker

The Game Album

2008-10-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

I love the song MY LIFE from The Game and Lil Wayne. When I had lost one of my love one's I always ask myself why god didn't take mine and started to doubt on what I believe. Since the Game is no longer part of the G-unit group. Do you think that did album will be successful or will drop like the second album he did without G-unit.

Love

2008-10-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

why love as to be always complicated. Arguement, broke up , back together, crying and asking for pardon. I think that one basic thing that forme a couple. If everything is perfect there a problem maybe a other boy or girl on the side. But when you get in an arguement and you decide to leave, thing about it twice, was he was there when you needed to talk to, in bad situation did he help you, encourage you to continue to go to school when you felt like dropping out, throught good or bad situation was he by your side. If you are able to say yes to all these question, think twice before you broke up because people that care about you are hard to find.

why the whites have everything

2008-10-06T12:26:00.000-07:00

From Daryl Cumber Dance, Shuckin' AND Jivin'

God was making the worl' and he called de people, you know, the white people to get a bag and de colored people to get a bag. De colored people went to get little light bad and the white people get the big, heavy bag; and the heavy bag there was money in it, and the light bad ain't have nothin' in it. And they say dat's why us ain't got nothing today; white people got it all.

Why the Black Man's Hair Is Nappy?

2008-10-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

From Daryl Cumber Dance, Shuckin' and Jivin'

When it was time for the lord to give hair, he called all three of these man, and this is what he said. Well, first he called the white man to come on and get his hair. All right, the white man he went right on up there and got his hair. So the lord called the jew man to get his hair. So the jew man went up there and got his hair, and said, "thank you, lord." So when it got to the black man,the lord called him. And do you know what the black man said? Black man said "Lord, ball it up and throw it to me" And it's been balled up ever since.

when Mary Liptin and I were friends by kitty

2008-10-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

KITTY, that story that we read in our elective class was wonderfull. Is about 2 friend that used to hang out together last years and stop talking. When he went to school and find out in the news paper that Mary commited suicide. He felt guilty and you have too read the rest to find out. Kitty you should put it in your blog. She a true Artist and Writer.I know she would go far in her life.

how do you said to a person you are annoying?

2008-10-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

Well I just tell them in their face. I know is not a good way to do it but I just can stand people that I don't like. When I don't like somebody, I don't like them, is in my blood you can easily see it in my face. They could try to talk to me but it won't work because I do not need these kind of people in my life. I got better thing to do than running my mouth and try to prouve to people that I could do this or that. So if you say to somebody they are annoying and they curse you out. Just let them talk because you got nothing to prouve to nobody and you know you self. But if somebody come to your face to hit you then you know what you got to do and beat up all the people that got on your nerf. Lol I know I'm bad

Did you heard that new word?

2008-10-03T09:20:00.000-07:00

My cousin was watching Tyra Bank show the other night and there a new word for girl who go to bars, get drunk, kiss other girl for attention, BARSEXUAL. When she told me that I started to laught. They always a stupid word or dance that come out of no where. It like doctors who always try to find new diseased. My question is Why some girl and some boy always try to find attention? Is that because they know they urgly and got no chance to find their soulmate?, They parent don't give them enought attention?, or they just get crazy because their parent was strick with them when they was younger? I will like to know your comment. Because I really think that we should give our attention to someone who care and want good thing to happen to us then a person who don't care about you but act like it.

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

2008-10-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

Usually I'm not a big fan of reading but this book will make you love book. It about 2 boy (Amir and Hassan the hazara servant) and a father living peacefully in Kabul,Afghanistan. Each winter there was a kite tournement. Later on , the soviet union took control of afghanistan and was force to leave their country and Hassan behind. You gars should really read this book. It very good and surprising. I almost cry at the end of the story. Thank Ms Kiempf for your suggestion of this book!http://www.moviewallpapers.net/images/wallpapers/2007/the-kite-runner/the-kite-runner-1-1024.jpg

Are We influence by the Music of today?

2008-10-02T11:50:00.000-07:00

I say yes! Everywhere we look or every place that we go. We heard Music. I must admit that I can't live my life without music. Without music, I end up in a bad mood but why young people always dance on stupid beat like Soulja boy "Ya" or "Chicken noodle soup" from Webstar. Their instrumental beats are crazy but their lyrics make no sense. We always see superstar having party,having fun, and getting money easily but behind the scene is not the same. If we didn't see a singer with Gocci, Louis, and Prada we wouldn,t be tempted to get all these expensive product. What do you think?

Did you ever had a bad experiment with one of your ex-girlfriend?

2008-10-02T10:22:00.000-07:00

I was talking on the phone with one of my best friend. He was talking about his ex-girlfriend. You know how gars are! They love to talk about sex. He started to explain to me one of his bad experiment he had with her. At the beginning I didn't want to hear what he had to say but something caught my attention. When she position her self into doggy style. He saw s**t on her butt crack. What you would do? A-Continue doing what you was doing?
B-Stop and tell her? or C-finish what you was doing and tell her after?